So Far Away

Have you ever ahd those moments were you just feel so far away from the heart of God? I am in one of those times. I am having at the same time a huge creativity spurt. I am trying to understand how I feel so far away yet I am so connected to my spiritual talent, gift, heart, mind, soul. I have not been forcing myself into the word. This is the week I am going to do it. I am going to try and scratch and dig for something. I am going toward the book of James. If you ahve any insight or thought let me know. Pray that i become connected again.